iWill improve

The tighter Her grip on me the better I dont want to be a casual slave I want to have the up most manners at all times.
I will speak only when spoken to when Mistress is around others I want them to see that I am not there for anyother reason than to be a servant. Every person that i interact will be Sir or Ma'am at all times.
I will go out of my way to serve others at all times. I want to make my Mistress look amazing by being the most well mannered slave i possible can be the most helpful and perfect slave I have lost this by thinking it is ok to be friendly because I am social but i realized this weekend that is no longer my role friends are not something I need I need my Mistress. I see people to focused on themselves and not enough on the one that matters and I will not fall into that rut.
I will no longer speak before my Mistress during a conversation unless expressed permission is give to open my mouth weather or not Mistress said something i felt that needed to be covered. If She did not cover it than I will put in in the back of my brain and send that person an email covering what I feel she did not or speak to them at a later time when I am dismissed.
 I will never curse because that makes a slave look bad it is bad manners and makes my Owner look bad. I see malha put her foot in her mouth all of the time even right in front of Mistress during a conversation and I know that i am guilty of the same thing and I will not let that happen any longer. At this time in my life my slavrey is of the upmost importanece me to ntohing else even comes close this is all that matters in my life. I must try hard to make it amazing to constantly progress the journey of Mistress Carrie and I. I belive elagance is important in an owner and manners and attentiveness very important in a slave. I believe that appearances do go a long way this is a concept that I used to not care about. But now because it is so important I observe more bad behavior and bad eddicate but I rarely see it from people who I respect and that is who I strive to be because as I said this is who I am now I am not what I once was but reborn a slave.
I will no longer half ass my life as Her servant.
I will understand that I am to have the upmost respect to everyone weather i like them or not I will not speak bad about them unless in complete private.
I will take the upmost pride in completeing every task I am given. I should not suggest why or why i should not do things. Eventhough at times Mistress seems to not think Her orders through it cannot hurt anything to do as I am told or at least put the effort into doing so.
I will wake up every weekday at 6 am to start Mistress's Coffee take my diet pills put my uniform on and begin my day I want my Mistress to wake up and start Her day right i want her to wake up feeling fresh and like Her day is no big deal. I will not fight to wake up I will wake up with a positive outlook on the day ahead. I will look forward the night before to the sound of the alarm waking me at an early hour to properly start the day of a slave. I want my Mistress to not have to wait on her coffee in the morning.
slave will never ever again complain about any situation what so ever to Mistress directly that is what its blog is for. slave will not care about being bored in the daytime or the evening it is here to be of service if it is bored it will ask if it can clean or do something productive otherwise it has no right to complain about idle time because there is ALWAYS something that can be done.
when being punished or hit in anyway sissy will show gratitude by thanking You and ask for another at all times. I will mantain composure and allow You to do what You wish with or to me when during punishment when the request for more is denyed slave will quickly adore Mistress feet to show gratitude for any act. It will not discourage You in anyway from anything there are no limitations what so ever no matter what fear there is pain is always tempory the pride in service is forever Mistress should never be inhibited from enjoying the ownership of Her property.

it is Mistress i love seeing them in my purse as I get my powder or lipstick to make sure my makeup is perfect for You. I love everything about being a fulltime sissy but my mindset is always wrong and that is changing thank You for waking me up today Mistress I adore coming to realizations. You prefer me to be femme that is what i should be. I would remember it was alot of work to prepare for you because i was so lazy now i eagrly welcome the ritual of waking up going to my room to prepare myself for You and putting my unifrom on my heels and wig maybe i will wake up at 5 so that i can shower and shave for the day so that my cufs can be locked on and short restrictive chain can be attached so my uniform cannot come off and my day is restricted my nice heavy collar and restrictive movement
slave ashe: remindes me through out the day that I am a servant
slave ashe: i have decided that if i am to eat in your presence I will present you my dog bowl as it serve more purpose than just humbleing me it forces me to eat much slower in turn filling me up faster. It also easily controls the protions of food that are eaten. If something is done to the food such ash being chewd up or having shit piss cigarette buts or mixing it with dog food anything that will make it less apptiseing will help my diet. Otherwise i will eat Your leftovers in the kitchen where no one can see i will do so quickly as to attend to Your needs and the needs of Your guests. This will help control Your portions because at times You will be concious of my hunger and I know You well enough to know that You will not allow me to starve even if it means sacrificeing Your own hunger.
slave ashe: I realize now that by restricting my self You will better be able to restrict and control me just like i did with my ashtray protcol it is now second nature to us both.


I have gained alot of weight and it stems mostly from my laziness this must stop it is in no way conducive of the figure of a sissy and makes my Mistress look bad in the process because I find my self spening my weekdays doing nothing but eating doing a short list of chores and not doing them well and waiting until the last min to do them. That shows no pride in my work and that is not good. I need to diet I need to excersize they say that excersize is a wonderful cure for depression and if that is infact what is casueing my laziness excersize and a clean envrioment is a good way to combat it. I need to lose weight I want to be the exact weight a female should be at my height. Exercise is also a great way to get energy and will motivate me to do my chores.

I will do my chores to completion I have note cards with detailed instructions on them and they do not get use there is no excuse why they should not be done every single day. I am going to make sure to follow through and complete them. Mistress is not here to motivate me i need to be my own motivator. She should not have to give any cleaning instructions other than the ones that are special the cards speak for themselves every day I will complete them.
I will do laundry every single day and I will not let Mistress's bras become so beat up bras and panties will be washes by hand and hung to dry I will not let her live like that. I will not allow her to struggle to find clothes. She dread that we do not have a dryer she should not even notice it should not effect her in anyway. I will look at hanging clothes as a prideful task that just makes my service that much more important.

Just as people who inspire be a better slave when I see people who are just "doing it wrong" it also motivates me to be better and better. malha had told me that she does not naturally submit to women and she needs a dom man in her life. I often feel the same way I struggle with the submission i feel to a man and wish often that I was owned by one. But then I remember the amazing connection i share with my Owner and best friend and wonder how on earth I could have thought anything different. A wise man said "One day you will find someone that comes into your life that makes you realize that you could not succeed with anyone else. You just have to be patient." That is great advise that has always worked for me. Because I have found that person that I know I truly could not live with out. This has more to do with the power exchange that we share than people realize. They think that just because we are in love and that we think alike and share so much that we would be together no in a Master slave dynamic but that is not true She is my Master and i Her slave and that is more beautiful than any normal relationship could ever bring.

bored

I cannot get her so show a single ounce of authority i did like 1000 things that i should have been punished for she would rather risk not being respect at times than to start a possible argument to me that is weak. How am i suppose to show the respect to a person that is more concerned with being my freind than my owner. I am very hard to control and most of the time i feel like i am being submissive by my own drive nothing more. I can never get her to be strict and demanding. She asked what would make me happy being a slave would make me happy even if just for a day. my perfect life would be an object to serve cut off completely when not being of some use locked away until needed again.Espically as a maid not speaking unless spoken to ust having days full of high protocol situations. Lock away when not in use taken out when something needed done. Punished when something is wrong even the slightest little thing. She has never been much a of displinarian because she cant focus on one thing for to long and because she doenst have much attention to detail. Also because when it comes to her slaves she wants them to think she is their friend not owner because that is who she is naturally.  But i see that i can never have that with her or that it is an unrealistic goal and that is fine its a nice fantasy. I guess i am just bored with my submission i want to adventure  i do the same thing day in and day out and its never how i pictured myself. I feel like if i can just be the slave that she wants then she will put more and more into her role and into me aswell but that never seems to happen. Its like i put so much in and get little back.Then i just break down and my mind wanders all over the place.  I guess I am just being unreal but i swear i pictured it different..

set in our ways

its strange how we evolve, I recall a time when everything that we did had some effect on my training. Everything was somehow connect to my slavery, if Mistress took at bath i gave it to Her now Mistress likes to read in the tub. I have become far more lazy I used to look forward to waking up and cleaning Mistress's house or doing my chores for the day now i dread them. Unless Malha is here then I try to set the best domestic example i can for her. I can remember only being allowed to crawl unless I was carrying something, haveing to walk in public with my hands behind my back. I remember only being allowed to eat out of a dog bowl. I remember the creative ways Mistress would play and punish me. Like she had such a passion to play with Her new toy. Now we have a lifetime to grow and things always seem to be changing sometimes for the better sometimes for the worse but I love being Her slave and I miss Her everything she isnt around.

cbt

I am starting to really enjoy pain again especially cbt it been a long time since my pain tolerance has even been worth mentioning. But Mistress tired my balls up nice and right last night and squeezed and hit them on and off for an hour taking a sort break when she would beat me to tears. But with each slap I just wanted more I actually asked for it harder wich i have not done in a long time. It was a great moment to know that I may be back to myself sometime. Below are the results of that cbt. Also added my beautiful sisters blog to the links side of the page because i enjoy reading her thoughts and sometimes its a pain to find it.

Leather as a lifestyle (a research assignment)

This is an assignment I was told to write by Mistress Carrie it is something that seems easy enough to do until you actually do it. It is because the leather community is so shrouded that I am eager to learn about it. But i find efforts to do so very disheartening and it seems there isnt really any right answers but there are plenty of wrong ones. That is what makes writing on this subject so hard so I did what I could what what I had.

Leather history is a relatively untapped field of study, at both the academic and non-affiliated scholarly levels. The Leather Archives and Museum have the most focused collection, but they are still working to catalog their holdings. They are doing a great job of it, but it takes time. Relatively few scholars - academic or otherwise - have tapped their collection for serious study. There are a few collector/researchers who are actively working to gather, preserve, and study ephemera related to the history of the lifestyle, but only a tiny number of them have done much to share their findings with others. Since Leatherfolk had to be secretive about their practices in the past, they rarely published anything about the lifestyle, and their personal papers were often destroyed upon their deaths (by friends). AIDS killed off so many of the old Leathermen that it is difficult to gather oral histories that go back further than the 70s. Given this, ephemeral material (newsletters, personal letters, flyers, posters, etc.) is vitally important in the study of the history of Leather, but is also difficult to gather.

As far as the values that the leather community holds close it seems to be different for everyone. Though there are some things that I have read that I feel to be a good summary. Leather can be about building community and family, about tradition - tradition meaning building on what was laid out before, not necessarily blindly following.

It can be about service by both Tops and bottoms, service to others, service to Family, service to the Leather community, service to society as a whole. Almost every leather group I've seen has a charity (or charities) they support through fundraisers and other efforts. 

It can be about character. Call it what you will, Honor or what not, it boils down to being respectful of yourself and others, maintaining integrity and honesty in dealing with yourself and others, accepting personal responsibility for your own words and deeds, establishing and maintaining an attitude of humility (humbleness, not embarrassment) even when achieving great things. It means acknowledging the contributions others make in your life, be they Top or bottom. 

But it can be so much more for some people it is things like high protocol and old guard. For some people its just some shiny cow hide that smells good. I think for me personally it means that you are take the lifestyle in a very serious fashion. Your slave are held to higher standards as is the owners. It seems to be a group that you have to earn respect in rather than just become accepted in. For example it is bad form in the leather community to wear leather that was not gifted to you or that you did not earn for the Men in this lifestyle it is not just fashion it is something they that ver seriously and expect you to aswell and i completely respect that. Some dont wear leather at all and just ascribe to the values of the community. One of my favorite things about the Leather community is that they take it seriously its not a game to them. Their values and lifestyle they hold very near and dear to their hearts and with the newer breed of people trending into BDSM it is very nice to see people that stay true to who they are.  They may seem un-welcoming at first but i think once the respect is earned that they are truly a supportive part of the BDSM community.

I took some time and I looked around for leather recourses around Ky and outside of ones that we already know I cant really find anything. I suppose out best resources for anything Leather related are those that are closest to home such as Master Kristina who is always there for us and I am sure will be more than happy to offer sound well thought out advise as she has much experience in this lifestyle and is a good understanding friend. 

Ms Constance who really know everything there is to know about the Leather community and is a very well respected member of it and seems to be very supportive in the efforts of new comers into it. She has a lot of advise to offer and is someone I respect in this lifestyle for all that she has done. 

I am probably the last person that should be writing a paper on something i truly do not well understand. But it is something I am attracted to Its because of the earned respect that makes me want to strive to earn it. I always believed respect is something that should not just be given. I want to win a leather title because it is an opportunity to be able to teach about the dynamics in a Master slave relationship both to educate the newer people that are scared to be a slave or have pre conceived notions about what a Master and slave are. Aswell as for those who are in a Master slave relationship to see some things we do in our everyday lives that help contribute to who we are as a couple. To offer another perspective to problem solving and many other aspect important to a power exchange. 

Like I said i really am no authority on the subject given to me my best advise is to consult the Leather lifestyle group on feet read the threads and get info. Mistress is much better at retaining information from reading than I am that is why i encourage her to read and do research on things because I just have so much trouble comprehending written word sometimes. 

it been awhile

Mistress put me in some fairly restrictive bondage yesterday evening and I remembered why i like being to sensory deprived and restricted. It gives me a clear head and just time to reflect and think, things that are often taken for granted. She laid me on the floor in a heated blanket armbinders and ankle cuffs and a hood.   It was delightful and it has been so long since bondage has been used on me. It made me remember how much i love to just be put in bondage and ignored. You get that eager sense of wondering when She is going to let you out. You hear ear foot steps ad eagerly await Her touch but instead you feel the Her breeze right past you as if you weren't even there. Its a wonderful sensation.

There was also another fun playtime where my hands were bound to the bed frame while Mistress rubbed my chastity and squeezed my balls while she got Her self off many many time. This was amazing and so much fun and quite humbling. It made me think that this was the very first time this bed was actually used for any sort of bondage besides a chain running to my collar. I liked it. It also made me realize that while the core values of our dynamic are not sexual sexual stuff is very fun and i sometimes get caught up in how important service is in our dynamic i forget how much fun some forms of play can be.

I have realized how hard it is not having a car aside from me going stir crazy in Mistress's home the fact that we are trying hard to be much more active in out community and that we are fighting a very uphill battle for a Master slave leather title. Not having reliable from of transportation is very hard to make it all work. You can only call in so many favors before that gets old and with so much going on between now and feb my hopes of coming into this thing as prepared as possible are looking grim.

great week

I had a great week enjoyed spending time with my Mistress. The more time i spend with Her the more i realize that it would be impossible to be apart. I even realized this when we first met when She would go back home after a weekend in columbus I would obsess about serving her. I knew She was the person I wanted to own me for a lifetime. I am old enough now to understand what that means, to understand what it takes to devote your life to another human being. Other dommes i had served as a younger mind i didnt fully understand this concept yet. A perfect example of this is my collar I remember telling my Mistress that a collar didnt mean much and that it was something you just wore to show ownership. I didnt know how much a collar ment to Her until i realized how much it ment to me.

passion

I am suppose ot write about the passion and drive that was there when our relationship first started but I really dont know I think maybe it was the general excitement of a new journey. It has been so long now but not really at all the only thing i can do is try to continue to find that passion again and do what I can to keep it. Something that really helps me is my community being surrounded by like minded people who have idea and experiences to share really opens me up and makes me eager to show that i can be an excellent servant and that I can make my Mistress look good. Also the more we prepare and discuss competing the more excited i become more i want to strive to be the best slave possible. I love to do anything i can to enhance that M/s relationship that I have. It is something that is very special and close to my heart. Something that I have alot of passion for and all my life i looked for someone with that same passion and when I met Her I was finally sure i had found it. So that very well could be one of that things that drove me in the beginning also She is responsable for introducing me to a community of mostly pretty awesome people. Even the people that i dont care much for i still enjoy showing off that I am a good slave and that I do as I am told and that I am well trained. Mistress used to get compliments on how well trained I was and how good I was things like that make my day and give me more drive and passion.

some photos taken off fetlife

words

Mistress continues to have great verbalization and continues to hurt me until She is done watching me suffer not until i cannot take it. As She is hurting me she is telling me to shut up, stop whining things like that just put me right into subspace. It is amazing how fast Her words alone can put me into subspace. Her words make me feel amazing the more firm and harsh Her tone is the more my body relaxes into putty ready to be molded.

Humiliating session

Mistress gave me the pleasure of some bondage last night, it was a pleasure it seems like forever sine have have felt the joy of restricted movement. Her verbal was AMAZING it was almost a constant dialogue during play and even when we werent playing She was even kind enough to throw an insult my way or make me beg for Her ashes. I really hope She keeps up the great work with her verbalization especially during play and not just with me with anyone. I think when Mistress is verbal she get in a much better mind set becomes more creative and has more fun. For example she had a wonderful idea to put my pig nose on over my hood while bound just for effect then making me mount my pooh bear that was wearing a strap on while people looked on from the collar me video chatroom. But i think that my favorite of all was that when i couldnt take ridding the dildo anymore I got off but Mistress made it clear that She was not through.  She pushed me on all fours and slowly forced the dildo back inside me and I cried out in pain and She jsut kept pushing and i could feel it painfully fill my sissy cunt but it also felt good to know that She didnt care and knew that I could take it.

3 wonderful things about my Mistress

1. Mistress Carrie is very open minded. She will try anything weather She has previously disliked it or not. Mistress will try anything once and usually again and again and again. Together we really have not run into any experience we did not like sharing. We have back logs of stuff to try and so much territory unexplored. 

2. Mistress never sells Herself short. She knows what she deserves, She knows how good She is. There is no reason for Her to settle for someone or something She doesnt want just because its there. But by that same token She is also caring and never wants to hurt anyones feelings. 

3. Mistress is my best friend no one in my life has ever ment more to me than Her. We do everything together and we never tire of each others company. In a big room full of people all we want to do is talked to each other. It never fails we just have so much in common that it seems almost stupid for anyone else to be able to understand. 

Good Weekend

I had a wonderful weekend with my family. I was actually greatly pleased by the Clubfem party and wouldn't mind attending more in the future. They all seem to lack a great deal of knowledge of this lifestyle and different play style as far as how to do them safely and effectively. Maybe a little education rather than just watching lady with a whip and her crew beat some troll would do them all alot of good. What I really enjoyed more than anything was how eagerly submissive sam was it was so impressive to see her doing what ever she could to show off for Mistress Carrie. As far as showing what a slave should be like sam definitely showed up everybody at that party even myself many of the Doms and subs there should have been taking notes. I hope sam will be with us for the long haul she is awesome and always seems to get better she learns so fast and is very fun to be around.

We also met Miss Dawn this weekend who is actually really growing on me shes a pretty cool girl. Hopefully she will grow as a Domme and go down that right path with this lifestyle so to speak. She does talk alot lol I could tell Mistress was getting frustrated at one point between her talking and Miss Carries sub up her ass it is hard to keep your composure but i was the only one who noticed so Miss did a good job.

I think maybe the combination of me not being a good slave 99% of the time and not having a mode of transportation Mistress has really lost alot of passion for this lifestyle that She used to have. For that i really feel bad I am trying to do what ever I can to get that back. I am very competitive I would really like for us to have a Master slave tittle but it takes alot of passion and alot of work and alot of community backing. But it would be so nice even play wise things have dwindled over the past few months I am sad to see it go be eager to fix and make things stronger than ever.

So over all a great weekend I very much missed getting to show off in public though i didnt get to play really or use my apple gag which sam ate it was still awesome. Also sam I know your going to read this so I am sorry if i upset you last night, I do have a bit of a temper and have a problem with people judging people based on their surroundings. Which was not your intention i know but that is how it came off. Upsetting you was no my intention i usually assume people are prepared to passionately defend their point like i do. I am sorry for any harm done. No matter how tuff the skin my words always seem to break though.

bondage and silence

I was looking through photos and it hit me that in almost none of them am i in bondage ....I love bondage i love the way the restriction makes me feel i love the way my joints cramp, i love the anticipation of wondering when i am going to be released, i love the relief of feel when finally let loose from my confines. Bondage is after all the "B" in BDSM though in my owners house it would seem that mostly only the DSM applies. I have often wondered why this is, bondage brings so much more interesting elements to everyday life and play. When i have topped people i always try to incorporate bondage into the routine as much as possible. Weather it be the waiting game of being stuck in long term bondage and ignored or being in bondage of some for during play. Or weather it just be light bondage to make the subs life harder through the day and to restrict their movements. Maybe even bondage to force the sub to act an an object. Bondage can be used for punishment even there are so many ways to do bondage so its one of those things that just has enough variety to never get old. Especially if you have 2 subs the possibilities of doing tandem bondage are just as endless. Any sub knows the comfort and restriction that comes with being in any form of bondage brings a level of helpless submission that makes you feel tingly inside.

I was serving as my Mistress's tables yesterday and thinking "i love this" its silent. I love when my submission is silent, There doesnt always have to be some sort of banter. I have always been a very big fan of the speak when spoken to method of servitude. I like to be seen and not heard, acting as Mistress Carries object really helps fill that need and the protocol that comes with it. I was thinking as sam was cooking that i used to be so much like that i would force my self to have the protocol even if it was never told to me because i just took that much pride in my submission. If i wasnt told to do something I would not do it. I have no idea what happen to me. But this is something I would defiantly like to employ and i think if I do my Mistress will catch on aswell.

Another thing i have noticed while playing last night is that Mistress seems to like to kind of give a sampler of toys spending jsut a few mins on each toy... I wonder if She gets bored? or maybe Her add kicks in. I know people that can spend so much time playing just with one things focusing and useing it in different ways. Not that i mind Mistress Carries method of play everyone is diffrent I am just curious as to why it is done that way. Maybe shes is not playing the way she would like to play. I have told Her countless time I am ready to play in anyway she wishes as Her slave I trust Her and fully submit myself to what ever She would like to do in Her playroom.

It seems that in our everyday life things never get used we have an entire playroom at our disposel and we sit on the couch watching tv. While we are in the living room toys never get used like you can even gag the sub just to give them some form of use. I would even settle for Mistress holding a rideing crop. Outside of cuffs in daily life nothing in that room ever gets used outside of the rare occurrence we are in the room. When we were living out of suitcases it seemed to get used more then we we had it neatly displayed in the playroom. I often sit in the living room and stare into the play room wishing some of its contents would come out to me. I started opening the door the to play room hopeing that maybe Mistress would look into it and want to bring some stuff out just for something casual while she unwinds or relaxes. But nothing yet...

impressed

Mistress allowed me to play last night it was a great feeling to be in her play room again it has been a long time since i have been on the business end of Her whip. She allowed me to kiss her feet while she caned me and She whisper in my ear how worthless i was and tell me how much She hated me. These are things that most people to not enjoy be they really put me in the right frame of mind to be a perfect servant for my Mistress. I also got to see sam serve which was beautiful her being so new reminded me of how amazing it feel to get to serve for the first time. She seems to have true submission it was beautiful Mistress kept commenting on how well behaved she was being. I have to agree with Her i was very impressed even in public she did not hesitate to drop to her knees at Mistress's command it was very impressive. She seems so eager to please and to serve. Made me want to do my best to set a good example as a slave. At the end of the night Mistress took her collar off and said maybe one day she will have a permeant and sam seemed to melt over Mistress as she knelt there you could hear the deep relaxing breath she took it was comforting to see. I am eager to see this progress. I love serving with her and being around her feels to see a good thing come together i wonder where it will go.

this is why sex is should never be the main focus of your power exchange

WHatcha doing this weekend

slave ashe

going to columbus why whats on your agenda

nothing huh sounds exciteing

Ambur Price

well, I dunno what happens in Columbus

slave ashe

what happens in columbus stays in columbus

lol

Ambur Price

lol

slave ashe

im just going to visit some friends sine my Mistress will be at a wedding she told me i could go there for a bit

Ambur Price

you into k9?

slave ashe

very

Ambur Price

slave ashe

to bad we have 5 basset hounds lol

and not like a taller dog lol

Ambur Price

lol

can they mount you?

slave ashe

no they are a foot tall lol

Ambur Price

i meant K9

lol

slave ashe

oh lmao

ive never been mounted no

in the future perhaps

Ambur Price

we just bought 2 rots for that purpose

slave ashe

just for k9 you dont love them

Ambur Price

She cares for them just like me

slave ashe

lol i was kidding

im sure they are cared for

Ambur Price

lol

slave ashe

otherwise id kill you

Ambur Price

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slave ashe

so im curious you seem to live an M/S lifestyle quite often why are you not part of the community why no fetlife profile or something to find other like minded people

Ambur Price

we are on fetlife

slave ashe

oh

Ambur Price

and, you know, even though you keep mentioning fetlife, its not all that great

slave ashe

i have been told by one of you multipul times that your not

Ambur Price

there are a shit load of sites, and we aron most of them

as

dirtycumsluts

or

filthycumsluts

slave ashe

right its not that great if you are not part of the community we are out and have a ton of local friends in our community and that makes fetlife really great actually. You guys should go to a munch sometime

Ambur Price

Weve done the "munch" this in Cincy , and it wasnt that much. Not like i would have wanted, everybody seems so vanilla

and we are in this community, the real life local community every single day, lol

slave ashe

oh

Ambur Price

I have like 800 people in my phone that weve played with, and they are mostly all local

slave ashe

were not talking about play im talking about haveing interactions with people lol  people who can share experinces give advise friends you can learn and grow with

Ambur Price

jesus,...

slave ashe

lousiville has an amazing bdsm community

Ambur Price

lol

slave ashe

one of the best i have seen

Ambur Price

why? what does that do?

i realy dont get it

slave ashe

what kind of rules and protocol  do you have for your sub or is it more of a casual submission?

Ambur Price

grow how? as an owner? as a slut?

slave ashe

why dont we just forget your a slut for a moment and focus on your ownership

Ambur Price

what you are talking about, is completely pointless and uninteresting to me

To grow as a person, does not require a bdsm munhc

slave ashe

would it be more interesting if i was talking about sex?

im not saying that it does

Ambur Price

You have to be the most unsexual "submissive" ive ever spoken to

Honestly

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slave ashe

im not a submissive im a slave

you have clearly never talked to one before

Ambur Price

Is this where we pretend you have all kinds of experience, and your gonna show me the ropes

slave ashe

nope

Ambur Price

and i clearly have no experience

slave ashe

i can see you have experince

Ambur Price

If you were any kind of slave, your "Owner" would have a different status message

And your lack of sexuality that you apparently try to force on others make no sense

slave ashe

tell me what rules you have in your household

tell me about your protocl

Ambur Price

it does not involve my mistress wishing i was more submissive, feminine, sexual and that i dressed more. Thats your protocol

For such a part time slave, you have fulltime critisism

slave ashe

tell me about things you do that involve power exchange but not sexual gratificatation no one is pushing anything but i will be DAMNED if some white trash is ever going to disrespect my Mistress for any reason and we do not take kindly to people calimg to be somone they are not a fuck slut that pimps her boyfriend out does not equal a Mistress a cross dressing slut does not equal a sissy you have no idea of our lifestyle do not pretemnd you do cunt

Ambur Price

Or you will what you little shit eating faggot?

You will nothing

You will be the same piece of unsexual boring garbage that you are right now

slave ashe

there is nothing parttime about true submission is not something that comes from your cock its in your mind body and sprit

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