My speech for bluegrass leather pride Master slave contest

Many people have preconceived notions about what it means to be a slave, some even fear the word because of what they assume. I to was one of these people. I thought a slave was someone who lived on their knees at the beck and call of their Mistress and was locked in cage when not in use.

I am not naturally submissive nor to I concider myself very submissive at all. I am stubborn, passionately opinionated, I dont like being told what to do and on more than one occasion I have put my foot in my mouth because I let my ego get the best of me. Some dont understand how someone can be a slave but not be submissive and I recently read an analogy that sums it up quite well...

"its like seeing a big male alpha dog who is kept in a tight leash and pinch collar. Most of the time they obey their owner, because their owner puts in the work to ensure to that they do"

Now being a slave is something I take great pride in but there was a time when I had no idea what that ment a time when I would just play the "internet game" so to speak. Because it allowed me to live out my fantasy and still be in control. I have asked many people how they discoved they were slave most can remember the exact moment it clicked for me all I had to do was let go of myself and trust that my Mistress would catch me and the chance was very organic. I went from being a strong person who was pretending to be a submissive to a strong slave with out even realizing it. Now I feel at my best when following the rules and protocols set by my Mistress. I know though my service I become an even stronger person.

cage

I got to spend the night in my new cage last night it was awesome pretty cramped but awesome. I should have told Mistress that ever little movement in there will make alot of noise. Because she has trouble sleeping anyway I am sure that did not help. I loved going out dressed yesterday it made me want to strive to be that much more girly Mistress seems to much prefer me as a girl I would like to start dressing full time for her if possible. I love being and feeling girly she seems to be sweeter to me when I am a girl and that is about the only drawback :(. I was also so happy to hear of so many Dommes that submit to men and still have slaves because that was far and beyond a fantasy of mine it is a shame that i have never seen a Dom worthy of my Mistress by any stretch. Which is a shame because she is a wonderful sub and follows directions and rules wonderfully but not a man on the planet could own her anymore.Hot fantasy though.