Many people have preconceived notions about what it means to be a slave, some even fear the word because of what they assume. I to was one of these people. I thought a slave was someone who lived on their knees at the beck and call of their Mistress and was locked in cage when not in use.
I am not naturally submissive nor to I concider myself very submissive at all. I am stubborn, passionately opinionated, I dont like being told what to do and on more than one occasion I have put my foot in my mouth because I let my ego get the best of me. Some dont understand how someone can be a slave but not be submissive and I recently read an analogy that sums it up quite well...
"its like seeing a big male alpha dog who is kept in a tight leash and pinch collar. Most of the time they obey their owner, because their owner puts in the work to ensure to that they do"
Now being a slave is something I take great pride in but there was a time when I had no idea what that ment a time when I would just play the "internet game" so to speak. Because it allowed me to live out my fantasy and still be in control. I have asked many people how they discoved they were slave most can remember the exact moment it clicked for me all I had to do was let go of myself and trust that my Mistress would catch me and the chance was very organic. I went from being a strong person who was pretending to be a submissive to a strong slave with out even realizing it. Now I feel at my best when following the rules and protocols set by my Mistress. I know though my service I become an even stronger person.
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