weekends

Weekends are always a lazy time. Nothing really gets done, you would think that because there is so much time it would be the perfect oppertunity for slave training but no its just laid back. Despite my best effort it takes about an entire day of being bad for Mistress to put me in my place quite late in the day. But then it turns out her back had been hurting all day and she wouldnt tell me. I am not sure why but had i known that I wouldnt have pushed for her abuse so bad. I tend to notice that Mistress cannot be serious for a long amount of time and that alot of time brings be out of my place. Like during play with a friend I noticed that she was just having so much fun that she wanted to talk and joke with her bottom. Things like this when she does them to me really draw me away, i dont know why but i love an up tight strict Domina. I love for her to be serious about my slavery as much as possible im not here to joke im here to be a slave is how I feel sometimes. I was punished for talking during puppy play last night and it felt amazing to be disiplined. When Mistress is very mean to me it just puts me in such a diffrent state of mind very focused on the task at hand very focused on being a slave and more important very happy and at peace and I hate when anything makes that feeling go away.