training

Training is so important for a slave just like for any other bet it needs to meet your needs. Mistress has promised a long weekend of strict training and protocol. I can only hope she sticks to this because i love to share this with her. I love to feel how much She cares for me by molding me into what She wants and needs. Yesterday she beat me pretty good as I struggled She would just hold me in place and continue to beat me with the hair brush. All that was on my mind was how I wanted to show my devotion, I wanted to suffer. I hoped the pain never stopped I hoped She just kept going until She was done not until I was. It was an amazing feeling to let go to be a slave again. .....then She ruined my feeling by joking with me lol i am pretty sure She does with on purpose at this point. 

Mistress has promised alot of sissy training this week i am very excited about this so much stuff is running though my head like how long will She allow me to live as a girl. Will i be allowed to smoke? Will I be allowed to prepare my sissy room as it is so full of stuff right now every time I go up there i want to clean it out and set is up properly. How long will my nails be allowed to be? Mistress has spoken of new sissy rules and protocols. I wonder what they will be, my head is just swimming with things. So many questions i hope to see the answers to soon.