Good Weekend

I had a wonderful weekend with my family. I was actually greatly pleased by the Clubfem party and wouldn't mind attending more in the future. They all seem to lack a great deal of knowledge of this lifestyle and different play style as far as how to do them safely and effectively. Maybe a little education rather than just watching lady with a whip and her crew beat some troll would do them all alot of good. What I really enjoyed more than anything was how eagerly submissive sam was it was so impressive to see her doing what ever she could to show off for Mistress Carrie. As far as showing what a slave should be like sam definitely showed up everybody at that party even myself many of the Doms and subs there should have been taking notes. I hope sam will be with us for the long haul she is awesome and always seems to get better she learns so fast and is very fun to be around.

We also met Miss Dawn this weekend who is actually really growing on me shes a pretty cool girl. Hopefully she will grow as a Domme and go down that right path with this lifestyle so to speak. She does talk alot lol I could tell Mistress was getting frustrated at one point between her talking and Miss Carries sub up her ass it is hard to keep your composure but i was the only one who noticed so Miss did a good job.

I think maybe the combination of me not being a good slave 99% of the time and not having a mode of transportation Mistress has really lost alot of passion for this lifestyle that She used to have. For that i really feel bad I am trying to do what ever I can to get that back. I am very competitive I would really like for us to have a Master slave tittle but it takes alot of passion and alot of work and alot of community backing. But it would be so nice even play wise things have dwindled over the past few months I am sad to see it go be eager to fix and make things stronger than ever.

So over all a great weekend I very much missed getting to show off in public though i didnt get to play really or use my apple gag which sam ate it was still awesome. Also sam I know your going to read this so I am sorry if i upset you last night, I do have a bit of a temper and have a problem with people judging people based on their surroundings. Which was not your intention i know but that is how it came off. Upsetting you was no my intention i usually assume people are prepared to passionately defend their point like i do. I am sorry for any harm done. No matter how tuff the skin my words always seem to break though.