3 wonderful things about my Mistress

1. Mistress Carrie is very open minded. She will try anything weather She has previously disliked it or not. Mistress will try anything once and usually again and again and again. Together we really have not run into any experience we did not like sharing. We have back logs of stuff to try and so much territory unexplored. 

2. Mistress never sells Herself short. She knows what she deserves, She knows how good She is. There is no reason for Her to settle for someone or something She doesnt want just because its there. But by that same token She is also caring and never wants to hurt anyones feelings. 

3. Mistress is my best friend no one in my life has ever ment more to me than Her. We do everything together and we never tire of each others company. In a big room full of people all we want to do is talked to each other. It never fails we just have so much in common that it seems almost stupid for anyone else to be able to understand. 

Good Weekend

I had a wonderful weekend with my family. I was actually greatly pleased by the Clubfem party and wouldn't mind attending more in the future. They all seem to lack a great deal of knowledge of this lifestyle and different play style as far as how to do them safely and effectively. Maybe a little education rather than just watching lady with a whip and her crew beat some troll would do them all alot of good. What I really enjoyed more than anything was how eagerly submissive sam was it was so impressive to see her doing what ever she could to show off for Mistress Carrie. As far as showing what a slave should be like sam definitely showed up everybody at that party even myself many of the Doms and subs there should have been taking notes. I hope sam will be with us for the long haul she is awesome and always seems to get better she learns so fast and is very fun to be around.

We also met Miss Dawn this weekend who is actually really growing on me shes a pretty cool girl. Hopefully she will grow as a Domme and go down that right path with this lifestyle so to speak. She does talk alot lol I could tell Mistress was getting frustrated at one point between her talking and Miss Carries sub up her ass it is hard to keep your composure but i was the only one who noticed so Miss did a good job.

I think maybe the combination of me not being a good slave 99% of the time and not having a mode of transportation Mistress has really lost alot of passion for this lifestyle that She used to have. For that i really feel bad I am trying to do what ever I can to get that back. I am very competitive I would really like for us to have a Master slave tittle but it takes alot of passion and alot of work and alot of community backing. But it would be so nice even play wise things have dwindled over the past few months I am sad to see it go be eager to fix and make things stronger than ever.

So over all a great weekend I very much missed getting to show off in public though i didnt get to play really or use my apple gag which sam ate it was still awesome. Also sam I know your going to read this so I am sorry if i upset you last night, I do have a bit of a temper and have a problem with people judging people based on their surroundings. Which was not your intention i know but that is how it came off. Upsetting you was no my intention i usually assume people are prepared to passionately defend their point like i do. I am sorry for any harm done. No matter how tuff the skin my words always seem to break though.

bondage and silence

I was looking through photos and it hit me that in almost none of them am i in bondage ....I love bondage i love the way the restriction makes me feel i love the way my joints cramp, i love the anticipation of wondering when i am going to be released, i love the relief of feel when finally let loose from my confines. Bondage is after all the "B" in BDSM though in my owners house it would seem that mostly only the DSM applies. I have often wondered why this is, bondage brings so much more interesting elements to everyday life and play. When i have topped people i always try to incorporate bondage into the routine as much as possible. Weather it be the waiting game of being stuck in long term bondage and ignored or being in bondage of some for during play. Or weather it just be light bondage to make the subs life harder through the day and to restrict their movements. Maybe even bondage to force the sub to act an an object. Bondage can be used for punishment even there are so many ways to do bondage so its one of those things that just has enough variety to never get old. Especially if you have 2 subs the possibilities of doing tandem bondage are just as endless. Any sub knows the comfort and restriction that comes with being in any form of bondage brings a level of helpless submission that makes you feel tingly inside.

I was serving as my Mistress's tables yesterday and thinking "i love this" its silent. I love when my submission is silent, There doesnt always have to be some sort of banter. I have always been a very big fan of the speak when spoken to method of servitude. I like to be seen and not heard, acting as Mistress Carries object really helps fill that need and the protocol that comes with it. I was thinking as sam was cooking that i used to be so much like that i would force my self to have the protocol even if it was never told to me because i just took that much pride in my submission. If i wasnt told to do something I would not do it. I have no idea what happen to me. But this is something I would defiantly like to employ and i think if I do my Mistress will catch on aswell.

Another thing i have noticed while playing last night is that Mistress seems to like to kind of give a sampler of toys spending jsut a few mins on each toy... I wonder if She gets bored? or maybe Her add kicks in. I know people that can spend so much time playing just with one things focusing and useing it in different ways. Not that i mind Mistress Carries method of play everyone is diffrent I am just curious as to why it is done that way. Maybe shes is not playing the way she would like to play. I have told Her countless time I am ready to play in anyway she wishes as Her slave I trust Her and fully submit myself to what ever She would like to do in Her playroom.

It seems that in our everyday life things never get used we have an entire playroom at our disposel and we sit on the couch watching tv. While we are in the living room toys never get used like you can even gag the sub just to give them some form of use. I would even settle for Mistress holding a rideing crop. Outside of cuffs in daily life nothing in that room ever gets used outside of the rare occurrence we are in the room. When we were living out of suitcases it seemed to get used more then we we had it neatly displayed in the playroom. I often sit in the living room and stare into the play room wishing some of its contents would come out to me. I started opening the door the to play room hopeing that maybe Mistress would look into it and want to bring some stuff out just for something casual while she unwinds or relaxes. But nothing yet...

impressed

Mistress allowed me to play last night it was a great feeling to be in her play room again it has been a long time since i have been on the business end of Her whip. She allowed me to kiss her feet while she caned me and She whisper in my ear how worthless i was and tell me how much She hated me. These are things that most people to not enjoy be they really put me in the right frame of mind to be a perfect servant for my Mistress. I also got to see sam serve which was beautiful her being so new reminded me of how amazing it feel to get to serve for the first time. She seems to have true submission it was beautiful Mistress kept commenting on how well behaved she was being. I have to agree with Her i was very impressed even in public she did not hesitate to drop to her knees at Mistress's command it was very impressive. She seems so eager to please and to serve. Made me want to do my best to set a good example as a slave. At the end of the night Mistress took her collar off and said maybe one day she will have a permeant and sam seemed to melt over Mistress as she knelt there you could hear the deep relaxing breath she took it was comforting to see. I am eager to see this progress. I love serving with her and being around her feels to see a good thing come together i wonder where it will go.

this is why sex is should never be the main focus of your power exchange

WHatcha doing this weekend

slave ashe

going to columbus why whats on your agenda

nothing huh sounds exciteing

Ambur Price

well, I dunno what happens in Columbus

slave ashe

what happens in columbus stays in columbus

lol

Ambur Price

lol

slave ashe

im just going to visit some friends sine my Mistress will be at a wedding she told me i could go there for a bit

Ambur Price

you into k9?

slave ashe

very

Ambur Price

slave ashe

to bad we have 5 basset hounds lol

and not like a taller dog lol

Ambur Price

lol

can they mount you?

slave ashe

no they are a foot tall lol

Ambur Price

i meant K9

lol

slave ashe

oh lmao

ive never been mounted no

in the future perhaps

Ambur Price

we just bought 2 rots for that purpose

slave ashe

just for k9 you dont love them

Ambur Price

She cares for them just like me

slave ashe

lol i was kidding

im sure they are cared for

Ambur Price

lol

slave ashe

otherwise id kill you

Ambur Price

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slave ashe

so im curious you seem to live an M/S lifestyle quite often why are you not part of the community why no fetlife profile or something to find other like minded people

Ambur Price

we are on fetlife

slave ashe

oh

Ambur Price

and, you know, even though you keep mentioning fetlife, its not all that great

slave ashe

i have been told by one of you multipul times that your not

Ambur Price

there are a shit load of sites, and we aron most of them

as

dirtycumsluts

or

filthycumsluts

slave ashe

right its not that great if you are not part of the community we are out and have a ton of local friends in our community and that makes fetlife really great actually. You guys should go to a munch sometime

Ambur Price

Weve done the "munch" this in Cincy , and it wasnt that much. Not like i would have wanted, everybody seems so vanilla

and we are in this community, the real life local community every single day, lol

slave ashe

oh

Ambur Price

I have like 800 people in my phone that weve played with, and they are mostly all local

slave ashe

were not talking about play im talking about haveing interactions with people lol  people who can share experinces give advise friends you can learn and grow with

Ambur Price

jesus,...

slave ashe

lousiville has an amazing bdsm community

Ambur Price

lol

slave ashe

one of the best i have seen

Ambur Price

why? what does that do?

i realy dont get it

slave ashe

what kind of rules and protocol  do you have for your sub or is it more of a casual submission?

Ambur Price

grow how? as an owner? as a slut?

slave ashe

why dont we just forget your a slut for a moment and focus on your ownership

Ambur Price

what you are talking about, is completely pointless and uninteresting to me

To grow as a person, does not require a bdsm munhc

slave ashe

would it be more interesting if i was talking about sex?

im not saying that it does

Ambur Price

You have to be the most unsexual "submissive" ive ever spoken to

Honestly

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slave ashe

im not a submissive im a slave

you have clearly never talked to one before

Ambur Price

Is this where we pretend you have all kinds of experience, and your gonna show me the ropes

slave ashe

nope

Ambur Price

and i clearly have no experience

slave ashe

i can see you have experince

Ambur Price

If you were any kind of slave, your "Owner" would have a different status message

And your lack of sexuality that you apparently try to force on others make no sense

slave ashe

tell me what rules you have in your household

tell me about your protocl

Ambur Price

it does not involve my mistress wishing i was more submissive, feminine, sexual and that i dressed more. Thats your protocol

For such a part time slave, you have fulltime critisism

slave ashe

tell me about things you do that involve power exchange but not sexual gratificatation no one is pushing anything but i will be DAMNED if some white trash is ever going to disrespect my Mistress for any reason and we do not take kindly to people calimg to be somone they are not a fuck slut that pimps her boyfriend out does not equal a Mistress a cross dressing slut does not equal a sissy you have no idea of our lifestyle do not pretemnd you do cunt

Ambur Price

Or you will what you little shit eating faggot?

You will nothing

You will be the same piece of unsexual boring garbage that you are right now

slave ashe

there is nothing parttime about true submission is not something that comes from your cock its in your mind body and sprit

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