the projects

Mistress Carrie I would like to thank you for and some amazing play time last night. Your idea to give me a enema with your urine was amazing and to do it in from of people was even better even though it was on cam your ability to act on impulse and be creative is amazing, Creativity is such an important part of humiliation.  You were very mean and degrading and strict during the process it was a wonderful and humbling experience. The best part was when you forced your cock into my un trained pussy with a bowl full of your piss. You heard my screams and disregarded them in favor of amuseing yourself ,the people watching and making me suffer to show my devotion. It was very painful but it didnt matter I didnt want it to end I was empowered that you didnt care that it hurt me you knew that I wasnt going to be seriously injured and I trusted you. Then you pulled out of my pussy far to soon and had me suck your piss my my shit off your perfect big black cock I was in extacy and I worshipped it and you degraded me. Then the iceing on the cake you had me shit my piss enema into the pitcher. This was very surprising to me all that was going though my head was how amazing it was to follow your instructions. Because for the first time in a while I knew better than to disobey or try to comprmise I felt as if something would happen, as if I would be in trouble if I didnt do what you said with out question and that is how it should be no talking just doing. As i shit out my mess I imagined that you would put in backin side me filling me back up with the gross mixture but then even more to my surprise you fed the tube to me and open the nozzle and let the mixture into my mouth and I struggled to swallow and keep up with the flow with out getting sick. The only bad thing was that you stopped before i finished my treat. It was a great night!

This weekend should be amazing we finally get to set up the play room and the slave room. Which i have been waiting to do since we moved in. I am so excited I can hardly contain myself, I am very project oriented person I get such gratification in seeing the result of work and planning, I love seeing it all come together. It has been many years since I have had a play room in my house and I have so many ideas on how to improve it from my last one. I have been looking at playroom and dungeon furniture all day and wheels are just turing so much. Rarely do i write stuff down but there is so much stuff to get and so many ideas I have I had no choice but to jot it all down. Some idea are speakers that mount on the wall running to the living room computer for clear sound I want to make an itunes play list for it. Mistress had the idea to get magnets for the webcam and have them mounted a diffrent spots in the room so you can move the cam with ease. One solution that will be kind of like looking to see what we can find is how to hang the toys. Mistress had a really good idea to use grid wall and S hooks which sounds awesome if we can find stuff for good prices. I have some diffrent ideas on how to hang them aswell but we will see how it turns out as this is an intrugual part of the room. I am eager to go to goodwills and find storage like small book selfs and things to put in the closet to put things on then we can move the table where all the toys are into the kitchen give us more space to sit stuff in there. I really would love to paint the playroom or cover all the walls somehow because it just doesnt look right in my head the color it is Mistress is pretty fed up with the landlords so maybe I can talk her into it lol. I am very very excited to set up the slave room which is a small room in our attic that will be my bedroom. Mistress wants to paint is pink which i fully agree I want to put all the cleaning supplies up there and the vacum broom and such so that its just like a janitor closet. No one has really done anything like having a slave quarters espically one so pathetic. Its so awesome I am going to take so many photos of it!

The follow photos were required of me to take for Mistress Carries amusement...