inception

Mistess Carrie put me down to sleep last night in my dog bed on the floor the chain connecting to her bed was locked to my collar and then I laid down it took about 10 mins and I fell asleep. I am not sure how long i slept before i knew it was awake. My mind racing as i struggle to fall back asleep thinking of all kinds of things in never seemed to stop. When i tried to sleep my hole body got tingly like i was drunk I couldnt shake that feeling every time i closed my eyes it happend. So I tried to adujest my mind and focus on one thing to try to calm the pace. I imagined sitting in the attic in my slave room pink walls surrounding me Mistress had written degrading things all over the wall as decoration in her best hand writeing. I was surrounded by my cleaning supplies my collar chained to the wall. Then i realized i was asleep I could feel eyes twitching from rapid eye movement I was then able to be aware I was alseep and I could control the dream suddenly I was looking at my self in the mirror on the wall of my pathetic room. I look in the dog bowl and see urine i am thristy i begin to lap it up then I see my nails and they are long and baby pink perfectly manicured then i woke up again. I struggle for what seems like forever to fall asleep again then I finally do and I had one of the best dreams I have ever had. There is a member of our community that we make fun of alot in fact its a couple Chris and Cristy oddly enough i just found the humor in that. Mistress invites them over for dinner I am dressed in my sissy maid uniform. Before they arrive Mistress tells me that this is for my humiliation training to show me how pathetic I am and that even this couple who is a joke in our community are my superiours and they will be treated as such. She tells me that she expects me to fully respect them and she will accept nothing less.  Then she puts her cigarette out on my eager tongue just then there is a knock on the door and it is the couple. I hope the door, curtys and take Miss Cristys purse. I offer them drinks the complement how cute I look and I respond "thank you Miss Cristy thank you Sir, may I get you something to drink?" they say yes and I curtsy and walk off to the kitchen I return with drinks on a serving tray put the tray down and kneel and serve the guests their drinks as they are socializing Mistress tells me to go check on dinner. I return with everones meal on a tray I kneel and serve the plates one by one. Then take my place and my owners side when everyone is done Mistres takes all the plates and scrapes the scraps into my dog bowl and commands me to eat I say thank you Mistress and put my face in the bowl devouring the scraps. Mistress tells them that she only allows me to eat her scraps so 3 peoples is a big meal for me. She then commands me to clean up i curtsy and take the plates to the kitchen and return and refill everyones drinks. Then she tell me to put a movie on which I quickly do. I then they are decide to smoke I am eager fumbleing for my ligher in my apron. Miss Christy smokes marloboro menthol lighs but not 100s.  I fetch Mistress's cigarettes the takes the pack from my mouth and slides one out I light hers then Miss Christys the Sirs. Mistress tells me to kneel in the center and commands into nadu. As I kneel there the 3 of them are socialzing and causaly useing me for an ashtray for all 3 of them. Which is would be amazing except that Sir doesnt smoke cigarettes i really care for but Mistress Carrie doesnt seem to care she seems to know my only use is to serve superiours. After all 3 cigarette butt are put out on my tounge Mistress commands me to spit and then tell me that I will be spending the remainder of the movie with Sirs cock in my mouth so I kneel in front of him and take is cock out and begin to suck for what seems like forever as Mistress and Miss Christy chat and smoke Sir cums just in time for me to recive thier cigarette butts. Then after the movie they head home when they are gone Mistress informs me this experince was to humble me and that even white trash is superiour to me in every way and I am nothing but property. She infroms me that I will be let out to them from time to time that I can go clean their trailer and see how much better even they live than what I deserve. Then I woke up again and obsessed over the dream it was so vivid like it was actually happening now I keep having fantasy of serving Miss Christy so she can treat me like the peice of shit that I am.